Sorry for everything I’ve done. I don’t think I should make up decisions too quickly without looking deep into it. Now that I become to regret what I’ve done, I don’t know if I can go back and fix things anymore…sigh. 

I don’t really want to talk to anyone about this even my BFs. -_- I don’t know what I want exactly at times. I don’t know how to put my thoughts into words. I don’t want to hurt people’s heart but idk what to do? hah. URGH. » 

So this morning, it wasn’t a good morning at all. Since last night, I had trouble sleeping. My dad left this morning and I thought he forgot about me having work at 10. He left his phone at home too so I couldn’t reach him. Then I burst out crying? I don’t think it’s because my dad was not home and i’ll be late for work. IDK…I couldn’t stop for 15 minutes. My eyes were red…lucky that my job requires to wear sunglasses. HAHA